I want my mother but I don't know her I used to have dreams about her But now I'm afraid to dream 'cause I have dreams that I don't understand and are very psychotic It looks like... I have to live with the one and only mother I got but I'm not sure I can I get headaches that come back again and again all I do is sleep sometimes other times I can't I think a and say 5 thoughts race through my head maybe I'm better off DEAD I feel my life is going off the cliff but instead of working medicince at the right dose they lowwer the DAMN thing My grades are sliping but who gives a FUCK me? teachers?? friends??? family???? I don't any more I don't care what anyone thinks of me anymore my legs are in pain just like my brain all over I'm sick, bored, physically tired, mentally awake, depressed, lost, hopeless, crazy, psychotic, choholic, low, dead to the world, fat, stupid, deaf & nearsighted
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